Title: I’m sorry, I love you.
Pairing: Merlin/Arthur
Word count: ~600
Summary: Arthur loves Merlin, and Merlin loves him, but sometimes, that’s just not enough.
Warning: Character Death, OOC Merlin
Note: Comments & crits are love, even short ones <3
( I'm sorry, I love you. )
- Mood:accomplished
Umm. wow. I'm a terrible blogger. Really, really terrible. Haha. How long has it been? o.O Needless to say, MUCH has happened in my life.
My grandma had a stroke - but no worries, she got better - , I got a job, I quit my job, my job offered me another job that I accepted :O Entered my first real relationship, which is going.... interestingly :D My mum has a disease which WILL kill her, and some of the first signs of it getting worse are deafness and blindness. She's already half deaf in one ear :'( My mum and oldest younger brother visited from Canberra over the easter hols, and then after them my grandpa and cousin visited from Melbourne ^_^ My stepmum is pregnant and i'm soon to have my 3rd younger half-sibling :D
.. Aaaaand, i think that's it :D
Oh, ETA: I've been busy cheerleading my two Big Bang authors ^_^ I'm loving both these stories to death, honestly. Imma recommend them to everyone when their done :D
My grandma had a stroke - but no worries, she got better - , I got a job, I quit my job, my job offered me another job that I accepted :O Entered my first real relationship, which is going.... interestingly :D My mum has a disease which WILL kill her, and some of the first signs of it getting worse are deafness and blindness. She's already half deaf in one ear :'( My mum and oldest younger brother visited from Canberra over the easter hols, and then after them my grandpa and cousin visited from Melbourne ^_^ My stepmum is pregnant and i'm soon to have my 3rd younger half-sibling :D
.. Aaaaand, i think that's it :D
Oh, ETA: I've been busy cheerleading my two Big Bang authors ^_^ I'm loving both these stories to death, honestly. Imma recommend them to everyone when their done :D
Yes there are. I was forced to grow up too quickly, and as a result i'm a lot more mature than almost everyone my age. I f I could erase them, I definitely would. I'd rather have had a more childish childhood, if that makes sense. Haha.
So today I found out who my two author's that i'll be cheerleading for in this years Merlin BigBang, and i'm oh so excited to get started! <3 This is my first time cheerleading, but everybody needs a first, yeah? Haha. Anyway, can't wait :D
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I realise I'm rather terrible at this keeping a blog thing. I keep thinking at the end of the day "Oh! I could type that and then I go... Naaahhhhh, too much effort. Hahaha
Anyways D:
Macbook air. I've said this already, but seriously, ILU DAD! It's so tiny! I can actually hide it behind my school exercise books. It's smaller than the books I write in. And it has a webcam
Epic love for Apple aside, my school ball is in a week! D: I needs must get onto the new cross-trainer we bought today! -On an aside note, I think we must be richer than dad's letting on. Cause, frankly, in the last 2months $2,000 has been spent on me AND we just bought a brand spanking new cross-trainer. You do the math. Cause I can't be bothered. Seriously. Math. Eurgh *shudder*-
My baby brother fell asleep in my arms! JHGFJKGDJGDJ. Well, actually, he's one in like a month, but it was still adorable! He was all crying and upset and etc etc and I picked him up and he fell asleep on me and just awwwwwwwwwwww :D I felt so loved <3 Too bad I had to put him down :( </3
I should really be doing my Politics and Law homework right now, but hey, livejournal's more fun!
Adios :D
mybrainsrmush
Anyways D:
Macbook air. I've said this already, but seriously, ILU DAD! It's so tiny! I can actually hide it behind my school exercise books. It's smaller than the books I write in. And it has a webcam
Epic love for Apple aside, my school ball is in a week! D: I needs must get onto the new cross-trainer we bought today! -On an aside note, I think we must be richer than dad's letting on. Cause, frankly, in the last 2months $2,000 has been spent on me AND we just bought a brand spanking new cross-trainer. You do the math. Cause I can't be bothered. Seriously. Math. Eurgh *shudder*-
My baby brother fell asleep in my arms! JHGFJKGDJGDJ. Well, actually, he's one in like a month, but it was still adorable! He was all crying and upset and etc etc and I picked him up and he fell asleep on me and just awwwwwwwwwwww :D I felt so loved <3 Too bad I had to put him down :( </3
I should really be doing my Politics and Law homework right now, but hey, livejournal's more fun!
Adios :D
mybrainsrmush
My dad just bought me a macbook air.
Excuse me while I keysmash my happiness.
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:D ! Yayayay!
Excuse me while I keysmash my happiness.
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:D ! Yayayay!
Okay, so, more drawings! :)
I got this idea loosely from
nyxelestia and her story Beside me , which, if you haven't been reading, you need to read now. Like, right now :D
( Clicky clicky :) )
I got this idea loosely from
( Clicky clicky :) )
Being with the person I love <3
Sooo basically, today I stayed home. No real reason, just wanted to. And so I decided to do some drawing.... crazy, I know.
Comments are love <3 :) Hour or so to draw - couple of minutes to comment. Make my day? :D
( Click for pretty pictures :) )
These are only sketched due to the fact that my colouring inevitably always ruins my drawings, and I have no idea how to do colouring on a sketch on a computer.. No tablet or photoshop or anything like that. Hope you like them anyway :)
Comments are love <3 :) Hour or so to draw - couple of minutes to comment. Make my day? :D
( Click for pretty pictures :) )
These are only sketched due to the fact that my colouring inevitably always ruins my drawings, and I have no idea how to do colouring on a sketch on a computer.. No tablet or photoshop or anything like that. Hope you like them anyway :)
Mmmmmmm.. mango <3
It's days like these - when it's hot and humid and gross - that i'm glad that I froze me some mangoes :P
Cause they're really not in season right now. I mean, the one's you COULD buy at the shops would probably be feral, and expensive to boot.
But little 'ol intelligent me cut up and froze half a dozen mangoes when they were in season.. yummmm ;)
Anywhoooo :D
Had a politics and law quiz today -.-' Soooo, not impressed. At least it was open book :) I still think I failed though >.<
My ankle sucks. And my arm HURTS. How many bloody people punched me on it today? Seriously.
Also, everybody laughs at me when I tell them that I tripped on stairs which is how i sprained it. I didn't fall! Everybody just assumes that I fell over. I'm not that clumsy... Mostly. :)
Have to write a short story for English Lit about difficulties faced in modern society. Unsure about how i'll work with that.... Maybe i'll just sneak in a little Merlin/Arthur :P Hahaha <3
Speaking of, I read this lovely little ficlet by
lolafeist which can be found here :)
I realise that no one reads my journal, but, you know, in case anyone ever does :D
I'm in the mood for some Draco/Harry at the moment too.... We'll see how that goes ^.^
I vant to eat your brraaiiinnnssss :)
It's days like these - when it's hot and humid and gross - that i'm glad that I froze me some mangoes :P
Cause they're really not in season right now. I mean, the one's you COULD buy at the shops would probably be feral, and expensive to boot.
But little 'ol intelligent me cut up and froze half a dozen mangoes when they were in season.. yummmm ;)
Anywhoooo :D
Had a politics and law quiz today -.-' Soooo, not impressed. At least it was open book :) I still think I failed though >.<
My ankle sucks. And my arm HURTS. How many bloody people punched me on it today? Seriously.
Also, everybody laughs at me when I tell them that I tripped on stairs which is how i sprained it. I didn't fall! Everybody just assumes that I fell over. I'm not that clumsy... Mostly. :)
Have to write a short story for English Lit about difficulties faced in modern society. Unsure about how i'll work with that.... Maybe i'll just sneak in a little Merlin/Arthur :P Hahaha <3
Speaking of, I read this lovely little ficlet by
I realise that no one reads my journal, but, you know, in case anyone ever does :D
I'm in the mood for some Draco/Harry at the moment too.... We'll see how that goes ^.^
I vant to eat your brraaiiinnnssss :)